back to the simple life

I'm having a hard time adjusting back into the simple life. I want to be able to run free, to come and go as I please, to drive for hours in whatever direction the wind blows, to wander, to dance, to explore, to be the free spirit I once was.


I love what I do, I love these kids with all my heart. I'm so glad this is where my life journey has brought me, but to be honest, sometimes I miss the adventures of my past life. Sometimes the things I've given up haunt me. Sometimes I wish I could be two different people, live in two different places and lead two different lives.



I'm not sure what the answer is. To be honest I don't even really know what the question is. Am I in a rutt or just having a blah kind of day? Do I need to make some changes or just accept the simplicity that is my life?

Maybe if I met some new people or made some new friends it would shake things up a bit, but where in Haiti can I meet new people?

If only a weekend away was an option. An all night bonfire on the beach, a Dave Matthews concert, some ice and sliced limes, a few good friends and great conversation.

Comments

  1. UnknownSeptember 16, 2009 at 8:09 AM

    sounds like being married and having a kid! gone are the carefree days of our youth! if we were neghbours, we could have the best of both worlds! ;)

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  2. Rachel MangomiSeptember 16, 2009 at 6:17 PM

    If only that were possibly. I don't think I would ever have a blah day again!!

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